Monday, March 31, 2008
time really flies huh...
Fun-O-Rama jux passed...
God has been truly faithful to us
bringing such good weather the whole day
giving us a 10 min sprinkling of cool rain =D
sigh...but lately i've been feeling quite down
its jux one of those days when for no particular reason u jux start thiking abt random stuff and come across sth really saddening...yeah
but as i tot deeper, asking God why He "blessed" me with such suffering & heartaches
i realised that times lyk this, they are jux lyk a coin
u can look at it one way or u can flip it around and look at it the other
for me, it was really looking at it as a suffering or a blessing
i decided to look at it as a blessing
and straight away i felt a sense of peace and joy flowing out gentle within me
it was a really nice feeling =)
but all this brings me to the point:
if we're glad, we praise God
if we're sad, we praise God
express yourself {Monday, March 31, 2008}
Saturday, March 22, 2008
today has been the most tiring day i've ever had!! or more lyk the most rush day ever!! heres a look at my timetable for today:
8.00am-12.00pm BB Enrolment
2.00pm-4.00pm Volleyball at FMSS
4.00pm-4.57pm Busride to church (apparently fell aslp and missed my stop)
4.57pm-10.00pm Soccer
super rush man...then i think vball was too tiring or sth? maybe spike against the wall too much...haha..then i fell aslp on the stupid bus!!! rarr!! and i was stuck at suntec coz it was raining!!! so i had to resort to calling my mum to fetch me to church!! :P
anyway...jux wanna intro this song to everyone...its a real nice song!
my favourite now! haha...its a christian song
"EVERYTHING TO ME" by AVALON (search on youtube!)
I grew up in Sunday school
I memorized the Golden Rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But I'll never be the same
Because He changed my life when He became...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that I'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now every day I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want to live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that He is...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet You saying You've been
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything
Lord, You're everything to me
i was moved by this song...really...
anyway...i need slp!! desperately!! tired...zZzZ
express yourself {Saturday, March 22, 2008}
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
i jux realised how the singapore system really makes focusing on God difficult?
its lyk...jux a student alone lyk me...cramped with hw/stress/problems etc
theres very little time left for God...
oh well...it still won't be an excuse for me to cancel my appointments with Him everyday! =D
well...
life with my class is starting to be better
today was the first time i actually engaged in a proper convo with anyone excluding FMSS frens.
great achievement!! =D
anyway...there wasn't an announcement for vball males...
so sad rite...so i dunno how we are gonna get ppl come down for trials tomolo
sian...and we summroe muz form team by 20 march...2 days more...
rarr!!!
jux hope and pray to the Lord tat something will happen...
talking abt vball...
FMSS vball C div girls beat AMK
thrashing wor...
not bad...haha...
muz JIAYOU ah!! =D
get first!!
anyway...jux tot i wanted to share this with everyone
how many of u all noe how blessed u are?
no matter great or small...
everyone of us are jux so richly blessed
indeed its God's grace...
amazing grace...
and as i was watching this movie "Amazing Grace"
one phrase tat the guy said was "i rmb two things: I'm a great sinner & God is a great Saviour"
God Bless! =)
express yourself {Tuesday, March 18, 2008}
Sunday, March 16, 2008
it's been a week and 2 days after tat night of my heart attack...
time passes so quickly...
but i'm glad i'm fine! THANK GOD!! =D
anyway...holidays are lyk as good as over!!
hate it when u've come to the realisation jux how much hw u have left undone
haha...recently i've been picking up on another sport
its a super fun sport la!!
VOLLEYBALL!!! =DD
dunno why suddenly got passion in it...
then whenever got chance will jux play with wilson
but...i'm not really tat good a player yet...
according to wilson and jean, i learn very fast
which is a good thing! haha...thank God for that too!! =D
so jux yesterday i decided i would train my setting...
then i keep training...then improve until quite good...
suddenly...when i wanna underhand...
lyk POK!! lol...
oh well...improvement is needed!! :P
hopefully a male team is set up in AC!
so today went to church then went for Mr Tan & Ms Liang wedding briefing
haha...so glad to see so many fairsians!! miss them a lot a lot man!!
so my role in their wedding is ushering and playing of the guitar...
apparently i need to solo guitar play for this song calle "wedding song(or was it prayer)" quite stress ah now...lol
anyway...i need to go...have to finish up all my hw!! rarr!!
last but not the least...(in case i forget)
all the best for the vball tournament!! =D
will be praying and rooting for u peeps!!
express yourself {Sunday, March 16, 2008}
Saturday, March 08, 2008
man...guess where i am now.
i'm lyk at ORCHARD HOTEL?
bet u all muz be thinking "wth are u doing there for? singaporean living in singapore hotel"
haha...well...beats me...
my parents jux told me we're staying for one nite...
so ok loh...lol..its quite a nice hotel
but i'm lyk freaking alone!! ahhh
lonely~~~ =(
anyway..today's worship practice was as expected
the 3 songs played in F key was so tough!!
my fingers were cramping
sigh...hope tomolo i can be able to play well
not for the congregation
but for God! =)
haha...anyway...today got a compliment from the fashion queen, Chrystal
she said the shirt i wore today was really nice
lol...and the shirt was lyk some stripey blue shirt
oh well...wateva rocks her boat! XD
but thx for the compliment!!
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Friday, March 07, 2008
today I'm really glad i came for CF
perhaps it was a right decision to join CF? hmm..
still not sure
haha...but worship was jux awesome
1.5 hr of worshiping Him
altho it was kinda impromptu
i didn't feel it at all
hadn't felt this way in a long time...
being lost in worship =)
I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of Youdoesn't it bring us back to the reasons of why we live?
we dun jux live for the sake of it
not for wooing girls
or guys
not for earning money
all these are all temporary
but we live to glorify Him ya?
anyway...got my timetable alr...
sux lyk shit
no more long breaks...
ahhhh
i guess here's when all the torture starts!! XD
well...tomolo have to go church for worship practice
songs are lyk hard to play
*shakes head*
3 songs in F key played continuously
fingers gonna cramp luh!!
see how tomolo
For all honour, and blessing, and power
belongs to You belongs to You
express yourself {Friday, March 07, 2008}
Thursday, March 06, 2008
sometimes i wonder if God was trying to change sth in me when tat late night scare happened two nites ago...
well...i guess He really did stir up a change in me
seeing things which i havent been paying much attention to in my 16 years
just appreciating the wonderful things God has blessed me with
hmm...why dun i challenge all of u who are reading this now
just stop wateva ur doing and look around u...
isn't it so amazing? =)
well...today was really interesting
found out abt my personality
i'm a Mr Universe kind
wanna save the world type...
really nice and caring
but if u cross me..
i will hunt u down and kill u
LOL...exact quote from the instructor! XD
and i'm lyk an INTROVERT luh!!
for those who dunno wat introverts are
they're basically ppl who are the loner type...
lyk to keep things to themselves
prefers to be alone
i guess its true hur?
haha
i can jux stone at the bleachers alone...looking at the birds fly past
weee~~~
express yourself {Thursday, March 06, 2008}
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
i wonder if the word "life" makes a big impact on you
jux ask urselves..."life"...the thing tat we all have now
wat if today you were all happy enjoy urselves...and then tomolo u've been stripped of "life"...
its kinda scary hur? =)
well...its not impossible...with a god lyk ours
indeed He gives and take away
and last nite i was jux reminded of how fragile our lives are
I am a flower quickly fading
here today & gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the windwe are lyk a flower, here today gone tomolo
fragile creatures in the presence of such an Almighty God
well...last nite i jux had palpitations.
basically sth lyk a heart attack
my heart was jux beating...ticking like a time bomb
as i laid there on my bed, praying to God
i jux had a tot...
wat if i couldn't live past tat nite?
but i told myself if i could, i'm gonna live my life differently
well...here i am! still healthy! able to blog now...=)
i guess i've learnt tat life is indeed precious
and we shldn't live each day wasting away our time
now i understand the phrase "live each day as if it was your last"
haha...anyway...would lyk to thank all for ur prayers!
feel comforted and great to noe i've so many brotheres and sisters there for me! =)
To live is Christ
and to die is gain
express yourself {Wednesday, March 05, 2008}
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
u noe lately i've jux been burdened with so many decision-makings
it sucks man! like really!
ok la...who lyks decision-making? haha
but...i guess it's jux all part of growing up?
like how this famous saying goes "as you age you start to make more decisions"
hmm...if there are those who haven't heard this saying before...well...i guess it isn't tat famous hur? =P
but it really sucks...firstly it was the choice btw staying in CJ or moving to AC
it was really tough for me with all my already close frens in CJ...it was my comfort zone...and now i'm stuck btw whether or not to join Christian Fellowship or some other CCA which isn't on on fridays!
but the thing is i really lyk CF! argh!!!
oh well...decisions decisions decisions!! *scratches heads*
i guess God has been faithful
He saw me thru the first few days in AC
altho i didn't really enjoy myself at first
but He sort of blessed me with some new frens in CF
so i shall jux let God lead the way
knowing full well tat He will make good out of any decision i make, whether good or bad! =D
lately nothing much has happened in my AC life...still hanging out with my FMSS frens because i dun really have frens outside of FMSS in AC...sad life rite? sigh...
but today was kinda different...while practicing for worship with Ian met with a few of his frens...only noe Charmaine, Janice and Samson...sorry abt the rest! *bows* haha...they were really frenly! straightaway felt as if i was in the circle of frens! well...had a great time jamming at the sch bleachers with only one guitar! lol
tomolo's the first worship i'm attending...its also my first worship i'm playing guitar in! so...hopefully we dun have "morning voice"!! for those who dunno wat "morning voice" means...it basically is the condition of ur voice in the morning...can sing high de! haha...so!! wat i'm gonna do is wake up at 3.30am watch the manu match and start singing to warm up my voice!! wahahahha!! YEAH!!!
anyway...all this things abt MAS SELAMAT and all...seriously man...why they can't find him sia...S'pore how small nia...summore he'll probably be walking to avoid suspiscion with his limping left leg...but u noe...all this commotion...i sudden;y rmbed "the safest place is the most dangerous place"...so i conclude tat he's still near the prison...waiting....waiting....waiting....
zZzz.......................
express yourself {Tuesday, March 04, 2008}
