sian...feel so stressed out now la...not tat im saying i was nvr strssed before...its jux tat suddenly gabazillion hw is showering down on me la...then keep doing math paper...my brain is gonna go overheat mode soon...besides the hw...jux the thought of the prelims and then finally the Os coming so soon...if i said i was pretty relax abt it i muz be lying...20!! tats the number of days left to prelims!! tats lyk slightly more than 2 weeks?? then after prelims another few more weeks Os...sian...havent study finish la...RARR!!! its ok...i will presevere!! i go paint in my room one BIG BIG word "ren" on the wall...hahas...tat one ultimate ah...XDD

today's chapel was quite meaningful...had a testimony by this guy...brave soul!! JIAYOU!! continue to walk with the Lord!! =DD then the talk after worship was by this pastor...he talk abt the occult...then at the beginning he told us tat he can't go into detail coz the session would last 20 hours...didnt really understnad why...but...after the talk i finally knew why he would take 20 hours...HE TALK SO SLOW!!!! no wonder can take 20 hours la!! ok..anyway..main point is...that...occults are really real and dun go around poking ur noses into those kinda stuff...u mite not smell sth nice...probably someone's fart? HAHA...

well..ytd slpet quite late...but it was worth it la...had my first time talking to aunt lucy...talk talk talk until past midnite...hahas...all that reminising(hmm..did i spell correctly?? my spder sense tells me i didnt) of the kuehs and all...XD
anyway...dun worry!! jux pray and cast all your cares upon Him!! hmm...this reminds me of a song...heard it when i was in sunday school...many years back...hahas...

I cast all my cares upon You
I lay all of my burdens down at Your feet
and any time when i don't know what~ to do
I will cast all my cares upon You!



HEY ONE AND ALL!!! jux received good news!! so...im here to share with all of you on behalf of that person!! hahas..hopefully u dun mind. >_< the good news is tat Eleanor's a christian!! yay!!! *cheers from the crowd* hmm..not too sure how/when/where she became a christian...but...YAY!!! *kallang wave* damn happy for her!! you go gal!! XD as a reward give u my choco flower...lol...continue to grow deeper in Him ya? =D

today in sch super high la everyone!! including me!! its lyk nearly all my frens watched high sch musical last nite...and sadly i only watch the last 30 min!! wah lau!! but at least got see pretty boy and chio gal sing the duet...HAHAS...then we in class keep dancing and singing the song...hyper man!! woohoo~~~
We're breaking free...
Soaring......
Flying.....
There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach!!
lol...oh ya..nearly forgot...during morning assembly the new council committee was introduced to the school.then after introducing, Ms Lim go ask all the sec 4 and 5 councillors to stand so that the sch can recognise all of us for all the hardwork...lol...then u see at the back of the parade square one whole "army" of councillors stand up...all part of the "lao jiao group" or otherwise known as Lao Kok Kok...hahas...then after sch went to study and do A Math hw...had a great company with me: caleb, wilson, mark ho...mark go play music in his hp...then all four of us REMIX the songs...super hilarious man...suddenly u hear some weird sound effect...=DD then diary got "vandalised" again today..RARR!! my diary gonna be left with no more space to take down notes le la!! lol...

during lifeskills period, we had a talk from the ACJC ppl...then some of the ex-fairsians came back to answer some of our queries and also to promote the CCA...then one gal ask me to join choir...

Girl: hey...are you interested in joining choir? *hands me brochure abt choir*

Me: erm...no?? i dun think my singing is nice...

Girl: but i think you have a nice voice

Me: NOOOOOOooooooooooo....theres a reason why im not in choir in FMSS

yeah...tat was roughly how the convo went...then she go tell her fren that my voice very nice...then i whisper to JM:" wah...tat gal damn pro leh...can notice tat i have a good voice without even hearing me sing..hahas"








hmm...issit so difficult to believe that i made tat ferror rocher flower?? so evil luh u all...xiao kan wo (look down on me)...hahas...i made it during the youth while listening to the talk...got the chocolate as a reward for answering a qn...feel so proud of myself!! XD then i was lyk holding it everywhere i go coz i didnt bring a bag...then my fren come ask me "who give to u one?? so nice!!" then i was lyk "i make one! thank you!" then she said i was lying!! wah lau...RARR!!! lol...then jux now ask adelin...she also dun believe...hahas...ask derrick...said it is hard to believe...oh well...now they believe me i hope?? lol...today after church went to kim's musical...went with ben and mark...eleanor didnt come...then kim's spanish dance ah...pro sia...i think she can become professional dancer le...join "so you think you can dance"!! =P let me try to reenact the scene...she got sunflower put behind her ear...then she wear super long skirt...then she hold her skirt swing here swing there back and forth...super nice luh...then in another scene she was the native tribe ppl...couldnt really recognise her at first...but think i saw her...overall i tot the whole musical was great!! i think the msg from my church sermon and the musical msg was abt the same...abt God's purpose tat He has set for us...i loved the songs from the musical too!! =D then after it ended we met with kim who was lyk trying to sell the soundtrack...she was wearing her spanish dance costume but with the native tribe make-up...so she looked super super tanned!! then i go put my arm next to hers to compare who darker...in the end...SHE DARKER!! XD but her one artificial de...my one 100% natural!! XD then super funny...keep pestering us to buy...so all three of us keep joking iwth her...then i met with her mum for the first time...heard a lot from adelin, eleanor they all...so quite HONOURED to meet her finally...hahas...after that went hospital to see my dad...he's been transfered to a normal ward now...so i guess his condition shld be quite ok now...the specialist would be coming down tomolo to see how to treat his condition...till then please continue to pray for him ya?? and thx for those who prayed!! =DD



today was kinda scary...dad got transferred to CCU...then at first my mum said it was serious coz CCU stood for Critical Care Unit...then i was lyk damn worried for him...but nvm...left it in God's hands...so...he got transfered to CCU...then we go visit him..when we went there...we realised CCU didnt stand for Critical Care Unit...it actualy stood for Coronary Care Unit...it was kind of a relief to hear tat...but my dad wont be discharged any time soon...still under observations...=S
probably going to visit him again tomolo after Kim's musical...then eleanor cant go...have to attend funeral...u take care of urself alrite??

haix...heard richelle's grandma also in NUH...heart attack...hope she's doing ok...be strong ya?? will pray for u and ur grandma!=)

anyway...thx so much again for all ur comforting words, prayers!! thx also to jp for trying to pray tho she didnt noe how to...its the thought that counts!! =))



didnt manage to post ytd coz i was in the hospital till quite late...got a msg from my mum during tuition that dad was in the hospital...in A & E. dun really noe wat A&E actually stands for but i knew it was really bad coz A&E usually had to do with emergencies...knowing full well wat my dad's health prob was, i was really damn worried for him...he had heart problems and stuff lyk tat are usually serious...the heart...the only thing tat keeps a person alive...at the tuition place i was hoping that tuition would end rite now and there...constantly praying to God while i did my math question...i didnt want him to leave this world...not yet at least...not before my prelims...not before my Os...not before i go NS...not before i'm married...NOT BEFORE ITS TIME!!=S after tuition went to the hospital to see him...though his condition was stable, he looked so weak...he couldn't even speak out loud...and at that point my eyes were hot...i jux couldn't accept the fact tat maybe it was gonna be the last time i'd see my dad...trying to hold back my tears, i jux sat there silently...stoning...
thanks so much all of ur comforting words and also for praying for him! =)

today's suppose to be my church's family day. but sadly my dad cant go...it was going to be a fun day out as a family...i guess it wouldn't be the same with my dad not being able to go...not being able to see my play soccer...hmm...can't remember him ever seeing my play soccer...haix...hope he gets better!



today's a good day i muz say...got thru the usually-boring-until-i-can-doze-off physics lesson without even showing the slightest hint tat i was gonna slp!! yay to me!! =DD then during chem lesson, ms lim went to see our class...then gave a speech abt O lvls and that we are all competing against 60000 ppl from singapore...and tat there are many A1s up for grabs...can take from ACSI, blah blah blah..all the good schs la...hahas...after speech i was lyk damn on with my studies la...so...from next week onwards, i am gonna mug damn hard!! everyday 5 hours of studying!! then later u see me...founders' day commendation service...i reading textbook...orienteering...i reading textbook...morning assembly..reading textbook...i siao liao le...then even worse!! my room the walls all got math formulas...on the fan also have...mirror also have...ok...tats quite the extreme...hahas...then during lifeskills went to see our sec 1 class, 1B...my team is lyk me, yibei, eleanor and eugene...then so qiao all the register number in running order de...LOL...anyway..cant wait for the orienteering competition...my team sure win one lor...rite eleanor?? XD
after sch, i went for founders' day worship practice...stood at the postitions we are suppose to stand on tat day itself...felt so weird coz lyk got one large empty space in the centre...probably for the projection screen...anyway...im glad tat the band is playing better and better...=)) tat was our last practice...so...muz practice at home le...

oh...jux to let u all noe, my ear's fine now...ytd i went to whack my ear then suddenly ok le...LOL...=P









ok...i tried to add in subtitles for each pic...but i too lazy...XD
pics from our P6 open house duty!! awesome pics!! lol...

today PE quite fun...play capt ball..then kana whack in the face two times by in-coming flying hands...lucky i invest in a pair of contact lens...so my specs wont spoil easily! =D then i play as catcher at first...did quite well but then i sian diao...so went to play as defender...then super funny...i score all the far ball...i from one end throw the other end then i score!! XD as the day went by...i realise my nose actually bled...probably during PE la...whack face so many times nose not broken considered lucky le...lol...after sch went opposite to have lunch...actually suppose to be with adelin..but she couldnt make it...its ok...i not angry!! haahs...lucky keith and co. there having lunch also..so i jux join them...after lunch went back home...then...zZzZ..............slept for a few hours...so shuang!!! =DD yay!! finally got an elec guitar...borrowed from keith...so now my hse got 3 kinds of guitar...classical, acoustic, elec!! awesome!! XDD
kim's musical drawing nearer and nearer...cant wait man...hahas...spanish dance wor...anyway...JIAYOU AH!! will be praying for ya!! =)



woke up freezing again...then everytime bathe tat time all the hot water used up...brrr...well..today's chapel was interesting...reminded me of high school musical...XD then at first i tot they from DISNEY coz they sang a song got "disney day" inside de...lol...went thru the day as normal...nothin special, or out of this world happened...no UFO sightings..nah..none lyk tat...hahas..then after sch went to eat lunch alone..dunno where everyone go la...hmm...so i was stoning while eating...so i ate damn slow...then met with the vball ppl...ok la...not really meet iwth them...they surprised me...LOL...then go take wallet take hp...see here see there...then see not good enough...LAUGH AT MY EZ LINK CARD PIC SUMMORE!!! RIGHT ADELIN XIAO ZHU MEI MEI!!! hurhurhur...hahas...well..im glad to hear u laughing again...=)) then kim go leave her mark in my WB!! rarr!!! "kim was here"..haiyoo...i noe!! u dun mean so little to me tat i will forget tat u were there!! =D hahas...oh well..had a great and cold day today...COOL hur...geddit?? cool?? cold?? lol...



sian...............WATS WRONG WITH MY RIGHT EAR?!?!?! i cant hear properly!! darn...oh well...sch went by quite smoothly today...except for physics lesson...was on the brink of dozing off...CONFIRM 100% GUARANTEE CHOP PLUS STAMP PLUS MY SIGNATURE that its the way Ms Ong teaches!!:P then today weather super cold..lucky i brought jacket la...passed adelin a CHEER-UP card today...at least it cheered her up a little...better than nvr cheer up..hahas...ok..today in sch...the most significant thing tat happen was how many ppl telling the whole story of the latest harry potter book...i hate spoilers la...but i cant seem to stop myself from wanting to hear the whole story...anyway...im lyk reading half-blood prince?? coz i nvr read yet...LOL...well...after sch saw eleanor sitting alone at the chair...wanted to talk to her since she so lonely..but then i see her lyk deep in thought..so i nvr disturb her...hahas...see i so nice..then she come msg me say i dao...RARR!!! summore say i got gf then i dun care her...I NO GF!!! tat gal not my gf!! i jux teaching her BIO!!! lol...lao ya pok pok pok pok pok mei mei!! =P



its been...lets see...3 days and i'm still right ear deaf...dunno wat happen la...one morning i woke up to find tat i cant really hear properly with my rite ear...at first i thought it was some pressure in my ear...then i tried yawning...then i yawn here yawn there...jump here jump there...dig my ear here and there still cannot...so now im lyk blogging with one ear deaf...haix...hopefully its not some kinda big problem...my mum told me to go see doc..but then i dun want...=S do pray for me ya?? feel weird only being able to hear from my left...

today went for youth...was asked to play the guitar so i agreed...only had lyk less than 5 min to look thru the songs and practice...screwed up a little in the beginning but then it got better as it went by...then after youth, went up for service...couldnt hear myself sing la..stupid ear of mine...RARR!!! despite my ear probs...i soon forgot abt it when the sermon started...the msg was entitled

Joy: The Mark Of A Christian

when i saw the title...i started to look back at my life...trying to see the difference btw the "then" me and the "now" me. indeed the "now" me is a lot happier...wonder if tats why i smile 24/7!! hahas...well..let me try to sum up wat the speaker said la...

Happiness is not joy
Happiness is shallow, dictated by circumstances
Joy is deep, not dictated by circumstances (hmm..wasnt paying attention to the sermon for this part..hehe)
Worry causes us to shirt out focus away from God.
Instead of setting our gaze on God, we fix our eyes on the circumstances.
God becomes the furthest thing away from us.
Don't wait for our faith to be tested before we search and seek the Lord.

Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow
It empties today of its strength

remember..God is our anchor in times of trials, so that we can walk through life's darkess valleys with joy!! =DD

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace that transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4: 6-7



wat if u knew that tomolo ur close fren, or even loved ones, were gonna leave for a long period of time...wat would u do? talk on the phone for the last time? write him/her a card? give a party? or maybe do some crazy stuff tgt to make tat day memorable? well...my grandfather passed away abt a year ago...still rmb him lying on the hospital bed watching him smile despite all the stuff tat were poked into his body...tat was when i realised tat i havent really been spending time with him before he was in hospital...all i rmbed were the times we played chinese chess tgt...he was the one who even taught me chinese chess in the first place...but i will nvr forget his smile...a soft spoken man with a beautiful smile. man...do i miss him...after he passed away...i really regret not spending time with him...=S
so......what if i told u tat i was gonna leave tomolo? well...im sure glad to know that i have frens who would be sad enough to cry...=) so...really cherish those around u...and if they're leaving for along time...dun worry la...tat person will return soon enough...though it may be a long time...but time flies unnoticeably...jux noe tat u still have frens around u to keep ur happiness bar full all day!! =DD



issit me or is the weather cooler after LIVE EARTH??? hahas...its lyk suddenly i this few days in sch suoper cold...then regret bringing jacket...:P
after sch went annabel hse to teach her bio...i realised it was difficult task being a teacher...and i think i didnt do a good job...but probably coz we use different textbook...then i summore nvr bring my handy dandy sketchbook of BIOLOGY!! never the less...i tried my best to impart my bio knowledge to her and i think she managed to absorb 70% of it?? the other 30% couldnt get thru to her la i guess...hahas..then afer tat went back to sch to find out that my soccer kahkis weren't there!!! though i was kinda disappointed, u noe....lyk entering into a dark tunnel....jux a few steps and i foudn the light at the end of the tunnel!! (WoW...the tunnel must be damn short)...i met Sam and Shusze....then we sit down take out our mp3 then listen same song then sing out loud the same song...super cool man!! indeed it was one of those rare crazy days where one could go high at anytime...so high tat i went to do moonwalk on wet ground...XD

anyway...i finally noe who xiu yun is le!! actually...no....*looks down*...i dunno her...she add me on friendster then nvr put pic..so i dunno how she look lyk..then today saw her for the first time kana punish...quite the first impression huh...but i still dunno her...hmm...then...HOW SHE NOE ME?!?! scary sia...muz watch my back le...incase got ppl stalk me...*looks at everyone suspisciously* lol...



i wonder how many of u actually look at ur sch diary. if u've been doing that regularly u'd be able to notice that every week theres a bible verse at the top left hand corner where the "reflection of the week" is...but...do u see what it says?? i dunno abt u all...but...i do occasionally read the verses and i tot this week's one was quite meaningful to some of u and even me. i noe some of you may have problems...unabling to handle the fact that the person u like is gonna leave soon...or maybe finding it hard to change the way u are...well...i hope the verse helps u.=)

For I can do EVERYTHING with the help of Christ who gives me the strength I need.
Philippians 4:13

anyway...u dun suck la...dun keep saying tat abt urself!! u are a creation by God!! made in the image of Him...fearfully and wonderfully made!! forget abt the past and ask God to restore you...make u into a changed person. =)

hmm.....today had council meeting...then Ms Tan came in...then i straight away stand up and greet loudly...summore i first one to do it...HAHAS..."GOOD AFTERNOON MS TAN!! I SAY FIRST!! =D" then she laugh...lol...well..after council meeting i went for worship practice...worship is getting better and better!! =)) the Holy Spirit is definitely working in all of us!

then today in sch got a shock of my life when i suddnely see eleanor pop out of no where at the window then wave at me...LOL...oh well..but it was still great to see you!! =DD then had chem test...wah lau...i super angry with myself!! i think i screwed up for the test la...so confusing la!! ORGANIC CHEM is a killer!! i rather do math...so simple and straightforward!! =D lol...anyway...if you're bored...try this out on someone..anyone!! sister/brother/mum/dad/daughter/son/friend/neighbour all also can...

say

pig say huh

very fast to that someone....

most prob that person will say huh

then u can call tat person pig!! XD

feel so evil now...wahahahaha...



RARR!!! YTD NEVER POST!!! coz i accidently fell aslp at 7pm!! ok la...not really accidental...i actually set my alarm at 8.30!! then slept till the alarm rang...then i was still tired...so i decided to set at 9pm...fell slp...then woke up at 9..then was still tired...so i jux off alarm...zZZZ all the way till 2.30am when i felt quite awake...but then...so late le..cant use com...HAHA...so jux went back to slp till sch started today..XD feel so pig la...nvr do a single hw ytd...haix...wasted ONE DAY!!! realised one day is damn precious now tat prelims and Os are coming really soon...for those who havent realised yet...prelims is jux NEXT MONTH!!! well...besides being worried abt prelims being next month...i also very sad...=(
my bday....during O levels!! *looks down* i even noe wat paper la...E MATH PAPER 2!! please dun get me protractor, compasses, pencil, ruler, calculator for my bday hor...HAHA...sian...so its lyk so difficult to celebrate my bday (thats if anyone's gonna celebrate my bday XD) lol...summore eleanor say wanna go kbox celebrate...dunno whether parents allow a not...

anyway...today was super crazy...i was having some sort of "bitch fit" with Ms Lee...HAHA...coz she go "bully" me again...so i told her tat i dun talk to her le...thn end up i talked to her during lesson...lol...then during lesson i was tested on how long i can stay in a non-smiling facial expression...and the results was...not even 10 sec!! dunno wats wrong with me man...aiya...desperate times call for desperate measures!! one day all of you be against me...can come whack me taupok me slap me scold me etc...(no killing please coz if not i cant be angry coz im alr dead)....hopefully tat will work!! make me angry!! RARR!! =D

sian la...tomolo no ovation!! i a bit lazy bring guitar...hehe...oh well...cant help it then...muz bring guitar...er...NOOOOOOOOooooooooooo.....my guitar scores with the teacher!! then she not coming tomolo...zZzZ....muz use my memory skills le...HAHAS...



finding it hard to stay awake during physic lessons...its weird coz for the other subjects i dun feel slpy or anything...but when come to Ms Ong lesson ah...its lyk...some spell being cast on me or sth...suddenly my eyes will become heavy and boy do i try my best to keep awake till my eyes become bloodshot red. i think its the way she teaches la...or more specifically the way she talks...so monotonous...hmm...wonder how much she got for her eng oral exam...ok la..shant be so bad...then today i was pondering abt wat my eng teacher said.

Don't anyhow go copy blindly from the answer sheet!

which part of ur body do u use to copy? ur eyes rite? then...how in the world do u copy blindly? HAHA!! was quite funny la...then after sch had Chi listening exam...stayed in the exam room a few min before it started then listened to orchestra-type music...i was jux lying down on the table when they started braodcasting CANON IN D...then my head shot up and i could see a lot of the others also woke up to listen to the music...lol...quite popular among us ah...XD then i was reminded of me and eleanor's duet piano plus guitar...HAHA...well..overall the listening was easier than what i expected la...and finally i can say NO MORE CHINESE with a smile on my face!! =D

this part of my post will be for those ppl affected or involved in this situation. what situation? when u read it ull noe whether ur in tat situation lor...hahas...
first things first...jux my personal thoughts abt it la...im really being neutral and im not siding anyone(promise)...and so far i've tried my best to help both sides...to have a win-win situation...but...can i be real honest here? i dun mean to say it but...u've gone a bit too far...maybe not a bit la...slightly more than a bit...at first i tot u realised what was wrong and why everyone's not happy with u...but..now its worse!! you noe how many ppl are so nice to you...respecting u as a fren and giving whatever patience they can muster jux being with u? think abt how hard it was for them to endure all those hurting remarks and attitudes...they are YOUR frens who was always with you...hoping and praying that all of ur frenship would grow deeper and stronger...keeping tat faith and belief in you that you are actually a nice person. but everyone has limits and now they can't take it and may seem lyk they're against u...im sure that deep down they still have tat faith in you...maybe jux a small flame...but...they still believe in you!! then there are others who are so concern for u coz they discovered the change in you...but do you even stop to notice them? you have lyk this "protective coat" over you that deflects watever concern is given to you...ur so caught up in those negative stuff lyk being angry with ppl etc...take off that cover and look around you...look at all your frens who love and care for you...those who have been hurt by u before...issit worth it? issit worth being pissed over a small matter for the cost of a fren? ill let you think of the answer...
and to those who are the victims...dun lose tat hope tat you have of her...she is still a child of God who needs guidance...dun turn ur back on her...dun be pissed with her too despite what shes done...if you really cant take it...find strength in the Lord! =)

really hope things dun go even more out of hand btw you peeps...
one day all your differences will be put aside and all thats left would be a really beautiful friendship!=D



ok..first things first...to clarify some stuff...
I AM NOT LEAVING ON THE 22nd OF JULY!!!
except maybe leaving my hse to go church la...but...other than tat..im not leaving!!
ok eleanor?? no worries...ill still be in singapore...hahas...see la...adelin anyhow type in her blog...make ppl so worried...*shakes head*

lol...well..today was the day...baptism interview...i wasn't nervous...and i didnt noe whether i shld be...but...it wasn't so bad la...hahas...apparently all the qns they asked i gave all the "model" answers...but...not my fault ma...i jux on the spot think de lor...hehe...then at the end of the session...pastor tell me pray for myself and close the whole thing...at first i felt weird, didnt really feel confident of praying...coz its lyk...i pray for myself in front of 3 other ppl...so awkward rite?? anyway...i began to pray...then suddenly i pause damn long!! then after i jux dun care...pray for myself...then it went really smoothly...THANK GOD!! =DD anyway...whole body's aching...think i sort of overexerted myself ytd during capt ball...=S oh well...nothing else to blog le...ohohoh...one more thing...
anyone interested in coming for my church outing?? inviting anyone who wants to be invited...hahas...its on the 28 july...kim cant make it i noe...theres gonna be a soccer match btw GRACE UNCLES and GRACE YOUTHS. Grace is actually the name of my church la if u all dunno.=) lol...so...if u all got nothing on on tat day..come join me and my church!! =DD



GO BANANAS!!
those were the exact words we shouted when we did a team woosh before our capt ball matches during today's past vs present. our team name wasn't really called bananas. we were called PRESENT 2 which kinda sounds lame...so we chaged it to bananas coz all of us wore our yellow PE T-shirt. my team consisted of all sorts of ppl from different classes. one would call it cha pa lang. for those who dunno...cha pa lang means anyhow take here take there then put together (somewhere along tat line la). Me, Caleb, Wilson, CH, Kuei Der, Sheryl, Qilin, Maple, Cuifen, Xing Hui. and the thing is we nvr practice together as a team before...but...we managed to go into the finals...and....WE WON!! hahas...couldnt believe it la coz we actually entered the game for fun. wasnt out to win first place. oh well...but we really played well huh. =)) GOOD JOB BANANAS!!

another incident during PVP( past vs present)...some guy broke his leg during soccer...damn poor thing la...apparently his bone broke in two...then it sort of jutted out...quite sick...wah...then before tat russell ask me play soccer for his team...lucky i nvr play...wat if it was me who broke a leg?? i ccannot run 2.4 anymore!! i cannot play soccer!! i cannot walk!! i cannot go leg massage!! so many "i cannots"!! NOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo....ok...thank God it wasnt me who broke a leg...really hope tat poor fellow is alright...will be praying for ya dude!!

ok..eating my triple chocolate crunch cereal now...at lyk 11.38pm...cant help it...its too nice le!! XD yummy!! okok...better slp early...got baptism interview tomolo...wish me luck guys!! pray for me too!! thx!! =)



i felt super awkward today as i was sitting down during assmebly...was listening to Ms Lim talking...then suddenly "sex" flew by my ears...then i was lyk "WAT?"...i turn to alert mode le...then i realise Ms Lim keep talking abt stuff abt sexuality in front of the whole sch...i felt so weird la...i think abt 90% of the ppl in sec 1 dunno wat Ms Lim was talking abt...HOPEFULLY wat i think is correct ah...coz i see all the sec 1 so innocent de...i noe muz expose us to sexual education la...but...can do it privately ma...not during assembly when we are at the parade square and there are houses around the sch!! felt lyk burying my head underground...
OH...and speaking of burying my head underground, Ms Lee and Ms Ng told me to do it coz before tat the were "bullying" me(again) then i said i felt lyk burying my head underground...things tat i shldnt havbe said...lol...at dinner, i was officially appointed as the worldwide mascot for spasticsism. cant really rmb why i was called tat also...but...at least i feel honoured!! hahas...

tomolo's past vs present...
capt ball...
hmm...
no morale booster...
zzz...

which animal says why?
a pig
(hmm...wonder if anyone got tricked by this joke...haha)



had a really funny discipline talk today. Mr Lim of all person muz be discipline teacher...he so lame la...then give discipline talk also so lame de...then he give his personal experience of catching this boy who was trying to hide from him..the boy was trying to hide beside a bush...lame rite...but nice try la to tat guy...i noe the uniform yellow plus blue give u green la...same colour as the bush...but...it doesnt work tat way...HAHA...then after sch had photoshoot for the CCA award thingy...had to change to my BB uniform...then each of us had to do a different kinda scenerio shot. WJ had a pic of him shouting a command taken, joel was saluting, enping was marching....then it came to me...Mr Lim ask "wat r u good at?" then the rest go shout "push up!!"...wah...purposely one lor... oh well...then we jux did push ups while Mr Lim took my pic...then Mr Lim took so long...we were lyk pumping there forever la!! RARR!!! then played capt ball in the parade square...butt pain coz i was the catcher then all the balls they throw to me all high high one...so i keep jumping then fall off the bench then hit my peh peh...LOL...but ah...volleyballers play capt ball damn pro one la...set here set there then score liao...pro sia!!

a conversation with Ms Lee and Samuel Lee:
Sam and Ms Lee whispering and looking at me
Ms Lee: wah...dun act la...wear weights
Nat: i nvr act lor...real one
Ms Lee: i noe...i dun mean tat act
Sam: *laugh*
Nat: wah lau...both of u gang up on me la...
Ms Lee: gang? where got gang?? we same surname ma rite?? *looks at sam*
Sam: *laugh* YA!! er...wait...he also same surname as us
Nat: *laugh at Ms Lee*
Ms Lee: *laugh* no la...we are different...different skin colour...he dark we fair
Sam: wah...racist sia
Nat: er...sui lor...colour discrimination...



this few days i see you walking alone out the sch gate...deep inside i really feel bad...all this time i understood that u had tat kinda temper and i noe its jux rash response and u nvr ever meant it...who goes around with a purpose to be pissed with everyone? no one...and your no different! dun think that all your frens are going to dump you and jux carry on with their own private lives...you mean a lot more to them than you think. and im sure of tat! aren't friends ppl who stick with you thru thick and thin? true frens to be exact...and the thick and thin part doesn't only mean life's struggles...it also means each other's differences!! and there are many true frens out there whose lives have been touched by you in some way or another. dun for one second think that your the lousiest thing in the world and that the world would be a better place without you around...coz i'm telling you it ain't gonna be a better place!! so i really hope and pray tat you dun do anything stupid lyk hurt urself...seriously...im damn worried for you...and tho we dun talk anymore...i still care for you...care for you as a fren! your not alone in this wacky roller-coaster road called LIFE, where downhills always seem to be filling up nearly 3/4s of the road. you still have your frens who will walk you thru this...frens who will do anything and everything lyk being patient to help u get thru this...why dun we jux bury the hachet and start anew? im sure things will turn out for the better! =)

really hope your reading this...YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT ALONE



FACT FILES: lately i've been registered into Past Vs Present Capt Ball team without even asking for my permission!! hahas...caleb told me who was in our team and wat their role was...when it came to my role...he said "you are the fast one!!" OK!! one fact abt me!! im not FAST!! RARR!! its jux tat i got super lot of stamina!! lyk a fountain of energy in me!! =DD

ok...abt today...today was kinda mixed feelings for me? was "borrowed" as a bf by shumei coz she wanted to send a msg across to two ppl tat she's "attached"...then of all ppl she muz use me as a bf...the way she ask me was kinda funny "hey nat!! later can be my bf for 5 min?"...oh well...then after tat i played soccer and then i got a msg from a fren...she was having severe depression...even hurt herself...haix...this week alr two ppl msg me say life sucks and all...and i really tried my best to help both of them...but...there is only this much i can do...look to God!! because He's MIGHTY TO SAVE!! =D

Life is like a SUPER-SOUR SKITTLES....
it may be sour at the beginning...
but once u let it sink in for awhile
the sweetness will come!

anyway...while playing soccer...i suddenly went to the monkey bar to climb...something tat i havent done in 2 years!! lol...one forward and backwards...then when i finished...i look around...then see kim, richelle, eleanor, adelin look at me...then i jux stun there..."wat they look at me for?" was lyk racing thru my head...hahas...oh well...i think vball is a really cool sport...shall learn it one day...ONE DAY!!! lol...



haix...lately i've been losing appetite...dunnowat happen to me also...*checks forehead* nah...dun think im sick...maybe its psychologic? hmm...dun really noe la...its lyk everything i eat taste so bland...maybe its jux the cook!! XD hahas...oh well...looking forward to tomolo's chapel...4F doing...woots~~!! GO 4F!! wednesday got founder's day service worship practice...i'm kinda happy with the song choice...not too many "new" songs coz i noe our sch is more of the Don Moen and Paul Baloche kind...havent move on yet...tsk tsk...other than tat...the songs are also very meaningful and reflective!=) so i can sing along while i play the guitar!! yay!!

anyway....

SOCCER TOMOLO AFTER SCHOOL!!! THOSE HAVING CHI ORAL EXAM ARE BANNED FROM IT TILL YOU FINISH!!! (FOR YOUR ON GOOD!! =D) ANYONE GOT BALL PLEASE BRING!!! IF NOT I DUNNO WAT WE'RE GONNA FIND IN REPLACEMENT OF A BALL!! A ROCK PERHAPS? WATER BOTTLE?? OK WATEVA!! SO BRING A BALL!! LOL



its there a profession for catching dogs?? all this years having a dog i realised its super duper tough catching one!! jux now my doggy so naughty go take my sock...then run around...RARR!! chase after him also no use...he run faster than me!! hahas...no wonder last time all my socks got hole la...evil dog!! lol...nothing much happened today...glad to see all my friends back in sch safely!! =D then during recess didnt realise eleanor's class was having lesson at my locker classroom...until i look inside then i saw her...HAHA...super funny...she and another guy trying push each other away...then tat guy so big size...but mei still managed!! alrite!! go mei!! lol...XD

i was jux thinking...wouldn't it be nice if you could satisfy everyone?
yeah...it would rite? but the thing is that it's jux so difficult to.
trying to make someone happy but in turn another person becomes sad...
i guess theres only this much one person can do...but.......
I'm trying luh! so........do understand alrite for those who aren't really happy with me? SMILE!! =DD




NICE BELT RITE?!?! FROM ADELIN!! =D
ok...talking abt my belt...it was from adelin!! and at first when i saw it i was lyk "WoW!! it looks kinda weird!!" hahas...but after wearing it for the first time...i sort of lyked it!! then after tat day i have nvr worn my previous belt le...every sunday in church wear the same belt!! lol...its really damn nice la!! love it!! THX MEI!! =D

anyway...today was my last baptism class...and next week is my interview to see whether im ready a not...not really nervous la...hahas...and...church soccer is starting!! woots~~!! cant wait man!! but first training all the way at pasir ris...so turn off when i heard it...LOL...oh well...anything for soccer la!! XD

erm...anyone an ERIC CLAPTON fan?? well...im not! hahas...nvr hear his songs before...only hear it when my frens play his songs on the guitar...then i realised his songs quite nice...so i went on the internet and learnt TEARS IN HEAVEN!! actually the song very touching...*sniff sniff* next time when i master liao let u all hear...hahas...

LIVE EARTH coming to an end...i totally loved the LINKIN PARK section...they rock man!! oh...today i wore wateva green i had...hhas...did u all wear green?? hurhurhur?? muz support leh!! protect the earth tat God created!!=D





Wilson, JM, Gina, Me, Brian

today it was officially the sec 4s last duty for council. and wat a way to end it off with many crazy and wacky things happening after the duty!! after the duty all of the councillors were in the hall...it was empty...all the left over food was at one corner...around 30 plates of guo tiao mian...then all of them went there to stuff themselves with food...me and caleb were lyk sitting on the stage singing to...erm...nobody...LOL...he play guitar..i sing...after tat we gathered and had a 5 min debrief...and when we were dismissed...all hell breaks loose!! ok la..not really hell...we jux went crazy...me, mark, JM, wilson and caleb...we started rolling around on the floor in the hall!! then we exaggerated a lot...JM went to "kick" wilson...pretend kick only..then wilson roll back...and roll back...and roll back...he rolled back a few thousand times...hahas...then i also siao one...i trip myself then fall down, roll here roll there!! XD

after leaving the hall, a few of us councillors went to take pics of our final time in our blazers...then we took this jump shot...and our dear caleb suggested doing a karate kick in mid air...so all of us agreed...and then when we jumped, he split his pants!! hahas...it was hilarious!! the hole was super duper big la!! can fit into his head!! and the funnier thing was tat the camera actually caught the split!! lol...caleb ah caleb...oh well...it was a really fun day today...our last council duty day...

thx council for all the great memories...of all the fun times and hard times we've been thru together!! =) FMSS COUNCIL '07



YAY!!! finally chi "o" lvls is OVER!!! just had my oral ytd...it was kinda scary la...and being freezed to death in the hall didnt help at all...but as i was sitting there waiting for my turn...i looked at the other few examiners and i realised my exmainers were the nicest among them...always smiling and nodding and paying attention to wat the student is saying...it really brought encouragement to me! then it was my turn...i read the passage then i realised reading in a cold room sucks!! its lyk i was shivering while reading then my reading sounded super "unstable"...lyk suddenly will zao xia a bit...LOL...oh well..next was the conversation part...the qn was: how do you feel abt the rise in cases of children getting hurt by escalators?
i noe u all muz be thinking lyk super easy rite...but hor...when u actually hear the chinese version of the qn ull be lyk stunned there...then muz take super long time to process in ur head...then i tried my best to say a lot of things but ended up using sign languages...RARR!!! anyway...wats done is done!! shall not look back...THX ELEANOR FOR TAT HIGH FIVE YOU GAVE ME!!=)) then after tat we went for CAROUSEL DUTY...me and a few other councillors were doing carpark duty...then ms ng said we look good in our "CWO outfit"...its those things tat u wear over ur shirt so tat at nite the light will reflect of ur shirt...so then we pose for one photo...damn funny...we called ourselves......

THE SCAT TEAM

Special Carpark Assault Team

after our duty we went to watch the performances!! woohooo~~ the performances were really good!! loved it man!! duty later on again...P6 open house...last duty wearing a blazer!! hahas...me, wilson and jm gonna take pic of us...wearing skirt!! wah lau...so malu can?? lol...

anyway...ADELIN!! cannot happy a lil bit only..muz happy a lot a lot!! lol...SMILE!



now this is me doing all that i can for adelin...though its not much...hope u find comfort in God's word.=)

Now the dwelling of God is with men,
and he will live with them.
They will be his people,
and God himself will be with them and be their God.
He will wipe every tear from their eyes.
There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain,
for the old order of things has passed away.
Revelation 21:3-4

remember that God sees our world in its brokenness and has promised that one day He will wipe away the old and "make all things new".
that promise encourages us in the hardships of life and it provides the whisper of His comfort.

God's whisper of comfort quiets the noise of our trials

One of the most precious gifts God has given us is the ability to remember.
There are plenty of hurts and disappointments in life that we should forget.
But good memories become a treasure chests of priceless reminders of relationships shared and joys experienced. God gives us cherished memories. Cling to them when sorrows come.

Never let today's burden
erase yesterday's blessing!

cheer up alr?? me and kim will be there for you always!! will be praying for u!! =)



qn of the day: can u kill a person with 2 ultra strong magnets?
during physics lesson, me and jing ming were being our lame selves and i suddenly thought of tat qn...picture this...there is a man...standing btw two ultra strong magnets...then 1...2...3...the magnets attract and then squash the man! *piak*
or how abt u put two magnets in a way tat both repel each other...then the guy gets squashed also thx to the magnetic force tat repels each other?!?! hahas...future weapons!! MAGNETS!!! muahahahaha

anyway...i think sch got problem...nearly every classroom i go to the clock not working de...someone go change batt please? lol...or the sch can pay me i help change batt!! XD ohoh...then during comb humans lesson...we got back our map reading test...then Ms Wong compliment me la!! i feel so honoured!! i get 6/10 i get complimented!! she say "but the most improved student is Nathanael!"...then everyone clap clap clap...hahas...shall zhng my map reading until swee swee!! =DD

anyway...today i jux realised got ppl read my blog but i dunno who it is...the person noe abt my IPODTRON!!! NOOOOOOOooooooooooooo...wait later my ipod transform then hunt tat person down with the earpiece hands...then shoot sound waves!! RARR!!!lol



MFR was founded today by Ng Jing Ming. MFR stands for Megan Fox Rocks!! hahas...yes...the Megan Fox fever is spreading!! ahhhhhh......!!! anyway...i shall quit the MFR club...lol...i've set my eyes on better things!! GOD!! =DD

BB soccer is being revived!! woohoo~~ trying to plan our first match this sat...then jux now some of us started planning formation liao...super funny formations started coming out...5-0-5?? 5 def and 5 strikers?? got one lobang in the middle...oh well...most probably ill be playing winger...the one tat chiongs up and down the flanks...hahas...speaking of soccer...i jux found out i've been invited to a sort of games day during the national day hols...sounds kinda cool!! capt ball and soccer!! woots~~!! i would love to go!! =DD but first!! muz concentrate on chi oral!! rarr!! this fri!! gonna die for conversation la...im super blur when the speaker talk to me de...pray for me!! =D thx!!



i think today many things happened tat was very funny...hahas...i shall start with PE...wah..i jux realised i suck at volleyball la...so malu...play with eleanor summore...vballer...diu lian...LOL...then i dunno hit the ball where lor...then after tat we decided to go play capt ball...4E VS 1B...my class against eleanor's class...then after some time i found out we were lyk winning by a lot...so i went over to 1B's side...THEN RITE!! tat was when i saw how "cheat" my class was la...as in...too pro liao lor...everyball also intercept...then catch ball also so pro...lol...but we still mamanged to score some goals la...then eleanor damn cute...so blur blur de...catch the ball then go face the 4E's goal...i tot she want to score for my class la...oh well...i had a great time playing with the sec 1s...except for the part where i kana whack by a ball at my face then my specs flew out and went out of shape...let me try to recall wat happened...hmm...OH...one sec 1 gal had the ball...then i stand less than 1m away...i call her to pass to me...she throw super hard...then i went *ouch*...LOL...then after sch my frens were talking abt it...dunno how they noe de la...dun rmb any one of them being there at the scene...muz be noelle...hahas...then during physics lesson, we did this experiment involving electricity...then my lab partner yibei go put battery into a close circuit...then the battery chao hot...i tried to open the circuit by removing the corcodile clips...then the clips chao hot also la!! nearly scalded...:P
after sch saw adelin, kim and jp...and...kim told me to study!!! O.O first time hear from her....tell me to study!! YES MA'AM!! i will be guai and study!! then i noticed adelin's hair...it was ok ma...i kinda lyk the new hairstyle!! =DD
then after tat i chilled out at the BB room with my BB officer...he's hilarious man...we were listening to the song "somewhere I belong" by Linkin Park...then he suddenly sang sth abt eating pretzels...and im lyk "wat??? hahas...wat has pretzels got to do with the song"...then we played carrom...damn pro la he...not bad...next time proper 1v1!!=D



ok...lately everyone's going crazy and GAH GAH over Megan Fox!! NO!!! its not a brand...its the female actress in the latest movie "transformers"!! well...she is very hot la i muz say...i mean...i think u all see the trailer alr jaw drop...u watch the movie ah...i think hor...now jux ur jaw drop ah...u also drop from ur seat ah...too pretty le...LOL! anyway...enough of the jaw dropping matter...hahas...how i wish transformers really existed...hmm...who knows?? it may jux be rite in front of us...jux tat their in disguise!! *everyone giving the shock face* one day u listening to ur ipod...then SUDDENLY...then ipod button starts popping out then all sorts of funny weird metal compartments start turning and moving...then from a normal harmless ipod become some huge robot with earpiece hands...then he says with his mechanical voice "I AM IPODTRON!!!" then he starts shooting everything with soundwaves....and it actually does a lot of damage coz the earpiece is blasted at full volume...tsk tsk...ok...tat was kinda lame la...anyway...today me and mence were kinda bored...we decided to do some intensive workout around the sch...i think we siao liao lor...run around the sch...1st floor all the way to the last floor then do sit up, chin up...then we run aournd the dover area...then the last part...wah lau..MENCE CHEATER!!! i say chiong to the water cooler tat we use jux now then u go run to the other nearer one...then i muz chiong one big round!!! but it was a good work out la...sweat it all out man!! speaking of sweat...DID YOU PEEPS NOTICE TAT SINGAPRE IS GETTING HOTTER?!?!?! no...i dun think its coz of Megan Fox...i mean...ITS FREAKING HOT LA!! stupid global warming!! i dun care la...i next time become future president make everyone ride bicycle ah...then make a policy to have everyone own a tree each ah!! lol...
ohoh...im gonna go support LIVE EARTH la!! on tat day i wear everything green...green shirt, pants, underwear, socks, shoes, specs, get green hair, paint greem finger nails...hmm...wat else...OH!! to top it all off...i shall eat everything green...vege(erm...i TRY MY BEST to eat vege la..cant guarantee...hahas..)...macdonald's zesty lime sundae...
PROTECT EARTH!! =DD

sorry for this BREAKING NEWS!!!
MACDONALD'S shaker fries is...........









GONE!!!!
*population of sad people shoot up, suicidal rate also shoot up*



singapore vs australia....it was a super exciting match la...first time see singapore so pro de...hahas...not saying tat last time they were lousy la.:P but after watching the match...i started hating channel 5!! it was lyk at extra time le...then they go give announcement tat ran across the tv screen saying "SINGAPORE VS AUSTRALIA WILL BE SHOWN AFTER NEWS 5 TONIGHT"...then the match havent finish they show news...wah lau!! so irritated la...i mean...extra time how long only?? 1-2 mins only...1-2 mins of news will die meh??? hurhurhur??? ok...enough of my complaining...hahas...today i felt kinda different...i wasnt really nervous abt today's worship despite all the last minute preparations...but i must be honest...i was sort of scared la...coz i nvr practice with the band at all...but then i jux prayed to God for strength and the confidence to play well...AND...*drum roll* I DID IT!!! I PLAYED VERY WELL!!! i was super happy la!! actually it was kinda fun playing for worship!! THANK YOU GOD!!=D then the sermon was quite interesting. the speaker talked abt the growth stages of a butterfly...and tat when we are at the cocoon stage, we are transforming from the inside out...and we can't rush the transition from cacoon to butterfly...coz...God's timing is always the best timing! and once we're in the butterfly stage, we realise tat God made each of us special, jux lyk the wings of the butterflys, u can nvr find any butterfly with the same wing design...and jux lyk how butterflies pollinate flowers, we too go around touching lives.=) hope this speaks to anyone reading my blog...hahas...then after church...i was jux standing around at the lobby...then my church fren from far call me come to her coz she got sth to tell me...then i tot wat...so i walk up to her...then u noe wat she said????!!!!

Andrea: i like your shirt!
Me: erm...o...k??? thx? *confused look*
Andrea: (smiles and winks)
Me: wah lau eh...sick smile leh...
Andrea: *haha*

anyway...i was wearing my white long sleeve SHIRT!!! not SHORTS!! i rmb last time i post wrongly...i type "short sleeve shorts". LOL...anyway...i wonder where eleanor go...its been quite some time since i've last heard of her...her blog is lyk dead...then i dun see her msn...hmmm...anyone can fill me in on wat happen to her?? did she lyk kana abducted by aliens? *every eyes open big big* nah...jux kidding...anyway..i gtg...follow my mama play mahjong...BYE!! =D

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