Friday, January 25, 2008
i'm really lost for words at this moment...
i'm just too happy/overjoyed/elated/wateva other words u can think of
i didn't think i would get this kinda results...
i got 10 points!!
and i got an A1 for ENGLISH!!! =DDD
THANKS BE TO GOD!! FAITHFUL FATHER!! sigh...i jux got bitten by the bigger hamster coz i tried to stop them from fighting...now my finger's bleeding...hope i dun get rabies or sth! =S
express yourself {Friday, January 25, 2008}
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
most wouldn't think that this day would come...i too thought so...but now...its jux 14hr plus to the release of O lvl results...and...its really not a nice feeling! after going thru orientation and the time spent with the class during tutorials & lectures...i guess one would forget that the O results are coming out pretty soon. that was for my case...and now, abt half of my class wanna pon sch tomolo...haha...but the thing is tomolo got PE!!! how to pon if ur a Nathanael Lee Zhen Kai??? it will be lyk a pikachu not doing thunder moves or a Doraemon not using his magical infinite space pouch or a fish not wanting to jump into the water...its jux weird! lol...hope the ppl reading this geddit becoz if u dun....ill laugh at u!! haha...
sigh...the time is slowly ticking away...11:55pm...can't slp thx to the 5hr nap tat i jux took...now i seriously want to slp to pass the time quickly!! rarr!!
why do you cut me with those words?
even if I don't know what you said exactly
deep down I know they were words of hurt
it shattered my spirit completely
even after that incident
I tried to ignore you the best I can
but each agonising moment with you
you tried to talk to me like a friend
how is it that you
who talk behind my back
can care so much abt me
when my face is black TO ALL WHO ARE GETTING THEIR RESULTS TOMOLO...HOPE YOU GUYS/GALS GET THE RESULTS U WANT!! =D
express yourself {Wednesday, January 23, 2008}
Saturday, January 19, 2008
sigh...ytd's vball training was quite a strainious one for me...probably coz i nvr work out for a long time...but it was quite a fun training! =D
at first we did some warm ups...then dunno why the guys muz sprint while the gals didn't have to...so sexist la!! haha...oh well...then our training started with a game of dodgeball! YES! dodgeball! as quoted from my trainer "vball is not abt the hand movements...its abt the legs...ur reflexes!"...so she said we will play dodgeball at the beginning of every training...haha...then after tat we practiced our serving...and apparently i can't really coordinate my hands while i'm up in the air...everytime i hit it goes high and not low!! sigh...nvm...first training only...lol...but some of the J1s there are quite funny! lol...they really made my day man...theres this guy...when a ball is hit to his direction...he jux stands there and tries to hit the ball when its incredibly far from him? then all of us were lyk laughing and telling him "Karthik!! run to the ball!! the ball can't run to u!!" lol...then when he tries to set the ball to his teamate, he sets it....downward!! =P k la..shant make fun of my fellow vballer...XD oh...and after the first training, i've officially banned myself from using my foot to try to hit a low ball...coz i tried it and i hit a senior's nose. *ouch* i noe...feel bad abt it..=S lol...
today i jux recieved news tat MOE is making chapel services an outside normal curriculum activity!!! its so WTP la!! means now fairfield can't have their normal chapel services in the morning...and devotions aren't possible coz MOE says only 5min for assembly!! rarr!! wats this world coming to!!! this sucks lyk a vacuum cleaner man!! chapel is lyk part of a Fairsians life and they take it away from us?? wah lau...I PROTEST!!! i jux hope everything will still go well in FMSS...=S
express yourself {Saturday, January 19, 2008}
Thursday, January 17, 2008
currently enjoying life at CJ! haha...everything seems lyk its going smoothly~ =))
but all this i really have only God to thank...u noe to be honest i was quite angry when i was doing the sch selection thingy for PAE...cause my mum practically did the sch selection instead of me...well...she did some readjustments...at first i didn't want to go CJ...wanted to JJ instead...after looking back...i really thank God for putting me at CJ and helping me to adapt to the new environment...made new frens real fast! =)) gosh...not sure whether or not to leave CJ during the 2nd intake...=S
lessons been quite manageable...except for Bio...still kinda blur during Bio...and the only difference in O lvl and A lvl Bio is the type of microscope they use...in JC they view cells using an EM(electron Microscope) which is lyk much more powerful than those used in O lvl...so we have to learn new terms of cells...stress sia...
hmm...and my class one by one getting sick...theres some kinda mysterious aura going around our class...*looks suspiscious* no la...kidding...jux some flu virus...i'm down with it i think...sigh...then my class some of the ppl suddenly had the urge to do mass dance during lessons...LOL...its quite funny! XD
ohoh...KIM/ADELIN!! i saw Jerry twice on the bus while i was going to sch...lol...
express yourself {Thursday, January 17, 2008}
Saturday, January 12, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE!
don't worry! i'll take good care of Bob! u can trust me!! *winks* haha
ytd i went back to FMSS for BB...it was kinda sad to see the sec 4s this year still not meeting our expectations...well...i shan't consider them a "defect" batch...perhaps they're jux late bloomers! =P at sch also found out tat there were some probs within the main comm...sigh...its real real sad to see council at this state. JIAYOU BB & SC!! =D
after tat went for dinner with my batch of councillors...it was so great to see all of them again! gosh! and we had so much fun talking abt our different orientations and stuff...haha...i guess we'll probably keep having this weekly dinner meetings!=)
dinner ended abt 8 plus...had to rush to orchard for a class bday gathering! haha...it was kinda funny coz usually ppl at this time taking transport back home...but i'm lyk taking transport to go out...XD couldn't really miss this gathering since if i did it would be the 2nd gathering i would miss, and summore it was Cherie's bday! lol...now i feel good tat i actually went! heheh...so there i was at orchard walking sooooooo fast to PEPPER LUNCH!!! ok...jux wondering why PEPPER LUNCH actually sells food during dinner time...ANYWAY...lol...when i got there i had quite a good welcome response! XD so we sat there and chit chat...i had a really fun time there...ate this cake which was lyk 50% cream, 20% water, 30% spongecake? it was kinda eeww~~ haha...then Cherie lyk drunk lyk tat...tsk tsk...well...leaving was a tough decision...i had to leave but they didn't want me to...i guess we'll jux have to wait till monday to see each other again! =))
today went out with my best buddies to watch a movie...watched "one missed call". a show abt this spirit tats in hp and kill ppl after leaving a voice message after a missed call. i tot it was quite a good show...not lyk those average horror movies...but the ending was damn abrupt...sigh...wat a bad way to end a good show!! rarr!!!
how much does one have to give to get another's attention?
for some, they don't have to do anything to get someone's attention
but for others, no matter how hard they try, attention's not always what they get
how fair is that?
express yourself {Saturday, January 12, 2008}
Thursday, January 10, 2008
sigh...today was lyk a cruise gone wrong. it was so super smooth sailing today in sch...everyone said hi lyk we knew each other for 10 years...it was a really great feeling! i guess thru the orientation, 1T24 has really openned up to each other and talking and expressing themselves. =)) and now theres lyk this DAILY routine tat some of the class peeps will do: the
SPECIAL handshake with the lil flick of the thumb, and also the regular "HI NAT!" from Jaslin! haha...i guess this are the few things ill miss most when the first month is over!
had our first lectures and tutorials...met with our respective subject teachers...some of them were entertaining, some of them were boring, one of them jux had problem speaking in proper eng. haha...shhh....shant reveal the name! XD but other than tat time flew by so swiftly. well...today i also improved on my complaining skills and giving-negative feedback skills!! damn happy!! lol...muz thank Jaslin, Cheri and Madeline. all i had to do was complain to them! =P
after sch had vball trials...so tiring!! we keep practicing on jumping...then jump here jump there...by tonite i sure grow lyk 5 cm taller? lol...then after tat we practiced on receiving and setting! setting was so damn difficult...its lyk the hardest thing in vball la...then while waiting for my turn to set got this group of gals playing vball then i think one of them mishit the ball...then JM go shout "headshot!" then i quickly squat down and put my hand over my head...then the group of gals laugh at me. -.-" then after tat incident they keep calling me the duck guy...
from this sentence on, its all abt my bad experience today...so...feel free to read or dun read at all! =)
today sucked even tho it was fun was due to a few reasons...but i think the most evident one is this ANTI-NAT thingy going on with the guys in my class. i dunno..i jux have this feeling...sigh...its really sad...really...being in a new environment...with new frens...and the 2nd week of sch and the guys are all saying "wahlao...pangseh!". haix...its one of those situations where u have divided loyalty. sth lyk tat. and its those typical case when a group "chops" u first before another group...and then there are words lyk "sui loh...group with the gals...group with us la"...sigh...i hate it when ppl say things abt me which aren't true and aren't nice...but what can i do? i can't jux go up to them and say "wat the **** is ur ****ing prob! not happy i group with gals ah...they ask me first rite?" altho i really wanted to do tat...but those who noe me i'm not lyk tat...i jux sit there get "tossed around" lyk a freaking ball with no respect! really...JC life IS different...its no more WOW! YOU WERE THE BB HEAD AND A STUDENT COUNCILLOR? they dun care...its lyk getting a clean new slate...honestly, a small part of me is saying "it sucks sitting at the back where all the gals are".
shant end of with such a depressing note...
TOMOLO WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!!
HAVE FAITH IN GOD!!! =)
express yourself {Thursday, January 10, 2008}
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
okok...i noe some of u all have been bugging me to update and all...some ppl also ask me to relink...to those who want me to update, yes i will update...but...those wanna relink ah...see my mood first...haha...sometimes jux too sian to relink...sigh..sorry!!! *bows*
well...its a new week!!!
heres wat happened on Monday:
wasn't feeling too enthu abt sch coz today was when we change our groups to our actual class...its lyk...the past three days of orientation for nth la...then get to noe the ppl also for nth...sigh...the sch a bit the funny ah...oh well...went to sch...had a hard time finding my name on the board...so when i found my class, i realised me, JM and daryl woo all different class tho we in same subject combi!!! more agony for us!! haha...well...got to break some ice with my class...found out got one past group member in tat class...so we were sticking with each other...then the whole class thinks both of us are tgt...zZzZ...damn childish la...then after tat everything they pick on me...nominate me for Head Tutor Councillor(which is lyk Monitor)..then nvm..i jux stare out the window stone...was dam angry la...u dunno how i felt lyk..i felt lyk...blasting a soccer ball rite in their nuts! D= okok...but in the end i didn't...went back to FMSS to relief my anger...was so glad to see so many 4E ppl...totally forgot i was angry after tat...lol!!
Today:
i was really hoping today would be better than ytd...and..my hopes materialised!! woohoo~~~ damn happy!! really bonded with the class better...at first the beginning was damn sian diao...but after lunch and the wet games all of us got closer...but i think it was becoz of me...hehe...really!! not trying to be proud loh...coz we were in the class then a grp was playing bridge...then the rest of us stoning....had lyk 40 min to stone?? so i was thinking "...hmm..cannot la lyk tat...stone so long confirm become rock one" so i gathered them tgt and taught them the MING MANG MONG game...i seriously didn't noe how it would turn out...thought it would be quite boring to them...but...it turned out the other way!! they really enjoyed it!! and i had loads of fun with them!! =DD then after tat it was mass dance!! we successfully completed the steps so we were jux dancing...then it was damn funny...when we change partner, my partner was Jaslin. a girl from my class...then she was lyk waving and said "hi NAT!!"...and she takled abt how nat was lyk a gals name coz of Natalie etc...oh well...wateva makes them happy! lol...
tomolo's dragonboating with the class and then finale nite! hope it will be good!! and i pray tat no one drowns!!! =S
HERES A SHOUT OUT TO THOSE JANUARY BABIES
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (ALL)!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (ALL)!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELEANOR, CUIFEN, ZIJIAN, BRIAN, KEITH, ALLICIA, SHUYI (tats a mouthful)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (ALL)!!!!!
express yourself {Tuesday, January 08, 2008}
Thursday, January 03, 2008
today's the second day of orientation...
on the first day everyone jux felt damn foreign to me...arrived in sch too early...tried to find the toilet on my own but couldn't...asked a fren where it is then he tell me near the library and i'm lyk "wheres the friggin library"...but in the end i managed to find it!! wahahaha...then had some icebreakers...each group had two facilitators...sth lyk councillors in secondary sch terms...then one of them looks EXACTLY lyk Mrs Jeanette Wang la!! too uncanny le!! summore her name called Jessica...at first i tot "wah...the names quite close...maybe same surname" but then her surname XIE...oh well...then during icebreaker damn scary...play double whacko...then the girl behind me suppose to protect me cant remember the names of the others...i was lyk panicking there la!! so i made her memorise two ppl's names...hehe...oh...then we learn this mass dance...damn cool!! i'm actually starting to lyk it...next time can memorise tat time i show u all...then muz hold gals hands and dance la...so malu...sigh...but anyway...today was more fun la...played a lot of games then got ultra wet!! zao geng la!! i think today i was damn
sway. played dodgeball...i dodge until damn good liao...then summore shoot a ball...i dodge...then keep looking at the ball fly all the way behind...then SUDDENLY!!! *bish* some ball whack my FACE!! MY FACE LA!! and then no one say sorry...summore i out...wth...give tat guy yellow card la!! zZzz...then nvm...then play this pointless game called JACOB'S LADDER...then some facilitator got some pail of water..."aiya...got extra water..." then he go splash at our group...sway sway 80% water splash on me...haix...poor me can?? lol...oh well...but it was fun la...can't wait for tomolo...they say gonna row in a big puddle of mud? eew...haha...
still havent tot of wat CCA to join yet...rarr!!
express yourself {Thursday, January 03, 2008}
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
woohoo!! its a new year!! hopefully it wont be a year of dreaded stuff...haha...well..ytd was really fun!! met yiling, allicia, shuyi, robin and jacon to go see fireworks at the DURIAN, esplanade for those who dunno!! haha...went there at abt 8 plus...it was lyk chao crowded there la!! then we had to squeeze thru marine parade to esplanade then we find out there to squeezy so we moved to fullerton then thruout the whole thing it was lyk an adventure...jump over railing la...walk on soil...wah...lyk national treasure!! lol...so we managed to find a spot near fullerton hotel! then we jux wait there for the fireworks...when it finally came...suddenly i jux felt damn happy!! haha...it was super worth the squeezing thru the crowd...XD well...here are some pics taken last nite:
ok..i seriously dunno how i managed to take the last pic...its lyk everything all so bright!! haha...
express yourself {Tuesday, January 01, 2008}
