today in church, there was a slideshow presentation abt a missiontrip to tai dam. and i think one thing tat dawn said tat really made me think hard was that christians who are under persecution really keep their faith in God going strong...while others who have more freedom take it for granted and his/her christian life may be wavering. then suddenly i was thinking abt the problems we face here in s'pore...exams? friendship problem? family problem? suddenly i jux had this sudden drive to lead worship next week. dunno why also...the feeling jux came out of nothing...hahas...anyway...writing testimonial abt MYSELF...so weird la...i mean...who in the rite mind would write sth abt himself/herself? only the most thick skin and bhb person would do tat la...anyway...yes...my whole class has to do wat thick skin ppl do...and i'm relaly having a tough time writing abt myself...and it's not tat i can't find sth to write abt myself? its more lyk going against human nature of not being thick skin? lol...so now i'm lyk asking everyone what my character is lyk! XD well...aiwee says i'm horrible...hahas...dun care her la...:P



why do things jux turn out so so bad after it has jux become good? its as if staying in a "good" mode is only temporary...it feels kinda shitty sometimes...emotions jux going haywire inside u...sometimes u jux dunno how to feel...sad? angry? happy? worried? wat else can u feel? seriously man...all this stuff jux gives me a headache!
i'm lyk nearly...NEARLY at the brink of falling off this cliff into the unknown world of rage...and honestly...there are not many things in this world that makes me pissed...usually i'm lyk 24/7 happy refusing to flinch at life's irritating nudges...but when i'm pissed...i really jux burst...and with Os coming so soon...my mind is really stressed and it sort of makes getting pissed easier?but i dun mean to get pissed at anyone if i really do...
lets try to sum up Nat's life currently:
study = stress
O lvl coming = more stress
pressure to do even better = most stress
hasn't heard mum talk for past 2 days
no freaking idea whatsoever on why frens don't act lyk frens sometimes
and what pisses me off is that they don't tell u a reason for it...
wat the...they dun even talk to u anymore...zZzZ...
oh well...i guess i'll feel better after blasting everything out...jux vomitting...=)



days go by and i'm starting to wonder if the exam stress is becoming more and more evident in our lives...hmm...well...today was Kuei Der's bday and we sang him bday song for a total of abt 11 times?? hahas...super crazy!! every lesson we go: "HUH?!?! TODAY KUEI DER'S BDAY AH?!?!" then we start singing him song!! lol...damn crazy!! then we had A Math for two different periods...so we actually sang him twice in A Math until the teacher go crazy!! XD man...the crazy stuff that we do!! well...wat a better timing than now since we're gonna leave the school soon! :P

ohoh...today!! FINALLY HAD OUR FIRST PE AFTER A LONG TIME!!! during assembly we were lyk "YAY!!! PE after this!!! woohoo~~~" all very happy!! then during PE we all damn tired!! hahas...too long nvr exercise le...then i played capt ball...run here jump there until felt lyk fainting...but it was kinda fun luh!! dunno why suddenly this time i can defend so many balls...then throw ball tat time i wanted to try the "from-my-half-to-the-other-half-score" shot...wah lau...didn't noe i can throw tat far la!! i throw until out without the ball bouncing!! hahas...probably muscles developed from all the social studies and geog essays!! XD

its really damn sian...
i thought everything was ok
resolved....



well...finding it had to jux find time to blog since i'm spending lots of my time studying/doing hw/reading books etc...this time really studying mode liao...no faking it...when i'm out with my parents i would wish i was back home doing sth more productive...:P anyway...today went kim's church...second time i went le...dunno why but i kinda lyk her church...worship style kinda similar to the youth in my church...so probably tats why! hahas...=DD then today at the church...waited for kim downstairs for lyk half an hour?? so after tat i no patience le..so i went up to the santuary to wait for her...then...guess who i saw?!?! kim!! lol...rarr!! nvr tell me u come up liao...haiyooo...how can make ppl wait?? summore guest leh!! *shakes head* lol...

anyway...high sch musical fever is still around...it was noticeable when me and wilson went to caleb's hse...suddenly both of them jux sing to the CD...then i jux sit there get entertained by them since i dunno the song coz i nvr watch...wait...I HAVENT EVEN WATCH HIGH SCH MUSICAL ONE!!!! darn...oh well...but all i noe its very musical style...(lyk duH its called high sch MUSICAL)...hahas...but it was hilarious seeing the both of them sing!! both of them refering to caleb and wilson!! caleb sing the male part(Troy) then wilson sing the female part(gabrielle)...lol...then u see wilson whole face red when he sing the high parts!! XD then they sang this song "gotta go my own way"...wah...suddenly damn drama...u see caleb expression really suit the mood of the song...HAHA...if i didn't noe them i would think they're gay! whoops!! hehe...no offence!! :P

well..speaking of high sch musical...i was jux thinking...wat if we had a FAIRFIELD MUSICAL? the singapore version of high sch musical? lol...picture this............

*end of sch for the sec 4s*
(last min of the final paper of O lvl)
everyone starts running to the parade square
then stand in formation
then start dancing
and singing
synchronised!!
then u see all the teachers also join them
from the staffroom slide down the staircase railing
then grand finale
fireworks in sch!!!

oh man...tat would be a comedy rather than a musical
FAIRFIELD COMEDY??? >.<



woohooo~~~ guess whos back back again i am back tell a friend XD

lol...anyway...didn't had mood to blog till today...probably coz i finally got back my prelim results...and i'm kinda disappointed...haix...yeah...really...though my face doesn't show...actually my face can't! hahas...well...here's a lowdown on my prelim results:

combine humans: D7
personal comments: totally suck at this subject la!! not cut out to be historian/geographian

english: B3
personal comments: quite happy with this result! usually would score a B4 or lousier

chemistry: B4
personal comments: same result as always. but i still feel tat i can do better! GO ME! =D

A Math: A1
personal comments: kinda disappointed coz didn't score a high A1...oh well...A1 still an A1 i guess =)

E Math: A1
personal comments: woohoo~~ glad my E Math results didn't drop! XD

Biology: A1
personal comments: overjoyed with this result! maintained an A1...but jux barely

Physics: C5 --> B4(after moderation)
personal comments: feel damn disappoint with this result. but i noe i can do better!

Chinese: **** (censored)
personal comments: lol...nvr retake...so no marks! XD


well...from wat i can see from my prelim results:
1) i can't do comb humans for nuts(yummy~~)
2) i rock in both maths(YAY!!!)
3) my sciences are capable of more!!

okok...muz tell u all abt bio...me and yibei were sitting in the hall...scared of wat our results would be...we got back our papers one by one...starting from BIO PRAC. i got 23.5/40. which was damn lousy...so i sort of was in a sad mood...then next was PAPER 1 MCQ...i got 39/40!! which was good!! so now its 1-1, sad vs happy!
then yibei help me calculate...i had to get at least a 40.5/50 for PAPER 2 to get an A1...i tot it was impossible coz 40.5 is quite high...but then she kept saying muz believe in miracles!! so i believed and she prayed for me...(wah...so nice rite? *ahem* XD) then i got back my PAPER 2 back page...afraid to turn it over...i jux took a deep breath and turned it over...

WOOHOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

40.5/50!!!

i was lyk jumping for joy la!! i got an A1!!! then yibei also go high with me!!! super duper chao ji happy!!! this calls for a celebration =DD

so now my L1R5 is 17...where can i go for PAE?? haix...sad ah...sniff sniff


nice pic rite??? i love it!! thx eleanor!! =D



sigh...its really damn damn damn difficult to please everyone la...haix...after pleasing someone...others will be unhappy abt it...i jux wanna say i'm really sorry...i'm not being bias or anything...really...hope tat we can still talk...

kkz...today...last day of prelims!!! (YAY!!!) but i wasn't really happy...coz didn't really talk to the ppl i wanted to talk to...they didn't want to talk to me...oh well...i probably deserve it huh...then after last paper went to do NE quiz...woots~~ i got MASTER BUILDER la!! MASTER leh...pro rite?!?! XD thank you!! hahas...

rarr...no mood to blog le...sorrie peeps...=S



hahas...had a really fun and super hyper chat with adelin aka EVIL XIAO ZHU, BLUR, CONWOMAN, ANYHOW-GIVE-NAMES, SARCASTIC, I-WANT-MORE, ENGLISH-CORRECTER, IDEA-STEALER ADELINNNNNNN LIN LIN MEI MEI!!! *phew* tat was a mouthful...lol...now its practically filled up my personnal nick space...summore muz put for one month...we make promise...if not "promise-breaker" would most probably be added into the name...XD anyway...abt starting a convo with the caps first...i definitely win one loh...confirm 100% guarantee chop plus stamp plus my signature that i win!! wahahahaha...=DD



ok...its official...blood pressure checking machines can't be trusted...seriously...i was jux checking it jux now to see how my blood was...well..firstly let me jux show u the range and wat status is my blood.

120-129 : normal
130-139 : high-normal
140-149: hypertension(mild)
(so on and so forth)

so i took my first reading...after a few minutes and a few beeps...the screen showed 139...so i looked at the instruction sheet and i was lyk "139...139...hmm...orh...there 139...er...high-normal leh..."...then i didn't trust the machine...so i took a second reading...after a few minutes and (yes) beeping...i looked at the screen...and my eyes jux largened lyk it nvr largened before...140!!! i went crazy!!!! hypertension ah!!! slowly following footsteps of my dad...but i told myself "wait wait...calm down...cannot be luh..."...so i went to take a third reading...wah..this time i was damn focused...i try to do some stretches first...breathe in breathe out...calmed myself down...then took the test...next...i look at the screen...130!!!! this time i fed up le..."wah lau!! 139 to 140 to 130!!! my blood pressure so crazy one meh!!! stupid machine..." lol...well...now my family tell me watch wat i eat...=S rarr....







ytd didn't post coz i came back quite late...then mama nvr help me log in...BUT..................ytd is a must blog-abt!!
well..ytd i was jux damn happy to see my whole family laughing and talking tgt the whole day!! its lyk...not once did any of us quarrel or anything...jux talk and laughing...it felt great man!! and i must say it's the first time we are ever lyk tat...and i hope it wont be the last time...lol...so i shall remember ytd by giving 7 SEPT a name....MY-FAMILY-ROCKS DAY!!!

then at night went for cell group...my dad suppose to lead worship...then he go tell me lead...so i was lyk..."huh?? me ah?? ok loh.."...well..it went quite smoothly...hahas...nearly all of them lyked my sharing...so i guess it was good!! hehe! XD then stayed there until around 10 plus...lol...then ELEANOR(see!! i write big big ur name!! hahas) very cute and sweet...told me to be careful coz very late liao then i still at fren's hse...hahas...well...i'm safe now...so mei dun have to worry! =D

sian...ACJC open hse today...dunno whether to go a not...=S
i noe its lyk damn close to my hse luh...its lyk jux opposite my hse?
but i lazy change and walk out of the hse....lol...
rarr!! i see my mood how first la...XD



today went sentosa...hahas...it was fun luh but could have been more fun...as in...all we did was jux vball and sit on the tram twice...then kena sunburn...oh...i tried to catch fish too!! hahas...well...we had lunch there...then i was reminded of last nite's movie i caught "rattatouille"(is tat how u spell it??)...so i order this hot and spicy beef noodles...and then i saw vinegar...so i started thinking...."hmm...spicy plus sour equals shiok!!"..ok..so i took a lot of vinegar...then pour it in!! lol..and the end product was really damn shiok!! drank up all the soup!! woots~~~ i really can become chef le!! tsk tsk...oh well...overall it was fun i guess...but...it would be more fun with more ppl and more activities...hehe...

wah..with all this enjoyment so far this week...one can really forget that there is still exams jux around the corner...dunno why they must put holidays btw our prelims luh...its sooooooooooooo....dunno how to say...soooooooooooooo....anticlimax luh!! suddenly studying mood...damn serious...then got holiday...everyone YAY!!!...then exams again...wah lau!!! purposely want ppl to get moodswing de loh...:P

i'm dark...sigh...=S



right now my mood has jux been going up up and up!! hahas...i dunno why but i really feel uplifted after letting things go and committing it to the Lord. I'm really enjoying myself now...no more thinking of stuff...rite now really concentrating on studies!! woots~~ i wonder if the rich man would have felt the same way i'm feeling now if he had listen to Jesus and sold all his riches...its definitely worth it!! =D
well..havent been posting lately coz i'm seldom on the com now...either watching tv, listening to music, or playing the piano...yup!! i'm picking up piano from my super chao ji pro mama!! hahas...bought the latest hillsong live album: SAVIOUR KING really nice songs inside...meaningful too...will be posting some lyrics in my posts! =))

well..today went to play soccer...met up with WJ, Chris, Keith, Joel, Derek and mence first...damn funny man...we jux laughed and laughed at the market...super lame man...suddenly "hey...dun shout can a not?" when the person talking normal volume...we have one unique sense of humour...then went to kick ball...i super off form...kick here kick there also cannot score...tsk tsk...oh well...
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! =DD

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