Thursday, January 10, 2008
sigh...today was lyk a cruise gone wrong. it was so super smooth sailing today in sch...everyone said hi lyk we knew each other for 10 years...it was a really great feeling! i guess thru the orientation, 1T24 has really openned up to each other and talking and expressing themselves. =)) and now theres lyk this DAILY routine tat some of the class peeps will do: the
SPECIAL handshake with the lil flick of the thumb, and also the regular "HI NAT!" from Jaslin! haha...i guess this are the few things ill miss most when the first month is over!
had our first lectures and tutorials...met with our respective subject teachers...some of them were entertaining, some of them were boring, one of them jux had problem speaking in proper eng. haha...shhh....shant reveal the name! XD but other than tat time flew by so swiftly. well...today i also improved on my complaining skills and giving-negative feedback skills!! damn happy!! lol...muz thank Jaslin, Cheri and Madeline. all i had to do was complain to them! =P
after sch had vball trials...so tiring!! we keep practicing on jumping...then jump here jump there...by tonite i sure grow lyk 5 cm taller? lol...then after tat we practiced on receiving and setting! setting was so damn difficult...its lyk the hardest thing in vball la...then while waiting for my turn to set got this group of gals playing vball then i think one of them mishit the ball...then JM go shout "headshot!" then i quickly squat down and put my hand over my head...then the group of gals laugh at me. -.-" then after tat incident they keep calling me the duck guy...
from this sentence on, its all abt my bad experience today...so...feel free to read or dun read at all! =)
today sucked even tho it was fun was due to a few reasons...but i think the most evident one is this ANTI-NAT thingy going on with the guys in my class. i dunno..i jux have this feeling...sigh...its really sad...really...being in a new environment...with new frens...and the 2nd week of sch and the guys are all saying "wahlao...pangseh!". haix...its one of those situations where u have divided loyalty. sth lyk tat. and its those typical case when a group "chops" u first before another group...and then there are words lyk "sui loh...group with the gals...group with us la"...sigh...i hate it when ppl say things abt me which aren't true and aren't nice...but what can i do? i can't jux go up to them and say "wat the **** is ur ****ing prob! not happy i group with gals ah...they ask me first rite?" altho i really wanted to do tat...but those who noe me i'm not lyk tat...i jux sit there get "tossed around" lyk a freaking ball with no respect! really...JC life IS different...its no more WOW! YOU WERE THE BB HEAD AND A STUDENT COUNCILLOR? they dun care...its lyk getting a clean new slate...honestly, a small part of me is saying "it sucks sitting at the back where all the gals are".
shant end of with such a depressing note...
TOMOLO WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!!
HAVE FAITH IN GOD!!! =)
express yourself {Thursday, January 10, 2008}
