Wednesday, September 26, 2007
why do things jux turn out so so bad after it has jux become good? its as if staying in a "good" mode is only temporary...it feels kinda shitty sometimes...emotions jux going haywire inside u...sometimes u jux dunno how to feel...sad? angry? happy? worried? wat else can u feel? seriously man...all this stuff jux gives me a headache!
i'm lyk nearly...NEARLY at the brink of falling off this cliff into the unknown world of rage...and honestly...there are not many things in this world that makes me pissed...usually i'm lyk 24/7 happy refusing to flinch at life's irritating nudges...but when i'm pissed...i really jux burst...and with Os coming so soon...my mind is really stressed and it sort of makes getting pissed easier?but i dun mean to get pissed at anyone if i really do...
lets try to sum up Nat's life currently:
study = stress
O lvl coming = more stress
pressure to do even better = most stress
hasn't heard mum talk for past 2 days
no freaking idea whatsoever on why frens don't act lyk frens sometimes
and what pisses me off is that they don't tell u a reason for it...
wat the...they dun even talk to u anymore...zZzZ...
oh well...i guess i'll feel better after blasting everything out...jux vomitting...=)
express yourself {Wednesday, September 26, 2007}
