Friday, August 10, 2007
went west coast macs early in the morning at 8 plus...studied there till abt 11.30...sigh..couldnt really concentrate well...i jux couldnt get it off my mind...spent 3 hours and i didn't finish one exam paper...zZzZ....then kim, ben and eleanor came to pei me...instead of being an encouragement and support....the sight of them jux made me emo more...not ur fault...my fault! then i thinking of solution can think until i jux stare at one blank space...then after tat went for the capt ball thingy...met some new peeps...ok la..actually not new...since i've seen them in blogs...their quite a funny bunch....lol...then after capt ball me, ben, kim, mark, eleanor went to the spider web area...sigh...couldn't help but feel extra among them...then while they were having fun at the spider web i was jux sitting there stoning...after tat we jux went back...played water bomb...wah...it totally took my mind of wat i was emo abt...had loads of fun jux splashing here and there...then when i tot everything was over...i went to jia onn who was flying kite...then i lie down on the floor...then suddenly jia onn say they coming...then i quickly sit up...BUT...i was too late...eleanor take-down me then pin me on the ground...then more came pin me down...splash water everywhere...rarr!! hahas...after tat some of them went to play some games...then got drunk after tat...they really went koo koo la...i'm so glad that i dun lyk dirnkning alcohol...so me, mark and kim had to take care of them...make sure they dun do anything wild...gosh...i was worried sick for them...then after tat went kim's hse have dinner...eleanor and ben finally seemed a lot more sober...well..overall i really had fun today...really sorry if i dampened ur moods by being emo...i jux couldn't help it la i guess...yea...thx aunty lucy for the chocolate sundae to cheer me up!! =D
haix...its confirmed...nothing taste sweet to me anymore...today drink coke...it tasted lyk shit...i tot "it muz be the coke la"...then i went to drink the sprite...taste lyk water...ok..nvm...and now...i jux went to drink some ginger beer from my dad's bottle...and all i taste is slightly bland gassy taste...sigh...wats wrong with me...issit coz of wat happened?? =(
anyway...dun feel sorry...it wasn't ur fault...i have only myself to blame...blame it on my feelings...blame it on myself...
express yourself {Friday, August 10, 2007}