Monday, July 16, 2007
finding it hard to stay awake during physic lessons...its weird coz for the other subjects i dun feel slpy or anything...but when come to Ms Ong lesson ah...its lyk...some spell being cast on me or sth...suddenly my eyes will become heavy and boy do i try my best to keep awake till my eyes become bloodshot red. i think its the way she teaches la...or more specifically the way she talks...so monotonous...hmm...wonder how much she got for her eng oral exam...ok la..shant be so bad...then today i was pondering abt wat my eng teacher said.
Don't anyhow go copy blindly from the answer sheet!which part of ur body do u use to copy? ur eyes rite? then...how in the world do u copy blindly? HAHA!! was quite funny la...then after sch had Chi listening exam...stayed in the exam room a few min before it started then listened to orchestra-type music...i was jux lying down on the table when they started braodcasting CANON IN D...then my head shot up and i could see a lot of the others also woke up to listen to the music...lol...quite popular among us ah...XD then i was reminded of me and eleanor's duet piano plus guitar...HAHA...well..overall the listening was easier than what i expected la...and finally i can say NO MORE CHINESE with a smile on my face!! =D
this part of my post will be for those ppl affected or involved in this situation. what situation? when u read it ull noe whether ur in tat situation lor...hahas...
first things first...jux my personal thoughts abt it la...im really being neutral and im not siding anyone(promise)...and so far i've tried my best to help both sides...to have a win-win situation...but...can i be real honest here? i dun mean to say it but...u've gone a bit too far...maybe not a bit la...slightly more than a bit...at first i tot u realised what was wrong and why everyone's not happy with u...but..now its worse!! you noe how many ppl are so nice to you...respecting u as a fren and giving whatever patience they can muster jux being with u? think abt how hard it was for them to endure all those hurting remarks and attitudes...they are YOUR frens who was always with you...hoping and praying that all of ur frenship would grow deeper and stronger...keeping tat faith and belief in you that you are actually a nice person. but everyone has limits and now they can't take it and may seem lyk they're against u...im sure that deep down they still have tat faith in you...maybe jux a small flame...but...they still believe in you!! then there are others who are so concern for u coz they discovered the change in you...but do you even stop to notice them? you have lyk this "protective coat" over you that deflects watever concern is given to you...ur so caught up in those negative stuff lyk being angry with ppl etc...take off that cover and look around you...look at all your frens who love and care for you...those who have been hurt by u before...issit worth it? issit worth being pissed over a small matter for the cost of a fren? ill let you think of the answer...
and to those who are the victims...dun lose tat hope tat you have of her...she is still a child of God who needs guidance...dun turn ur back on her...dun be pissed with her too despite what shes done...if you really cant take it...find strength in the Lord! =)
really hope things dun go even more out of hand btw you peeps...
one day all your differences will be put aside and all thats left would be a really beautiful friendship!=D
express yourself {Monday, July 16, 2007}
