Saturday, July 28, 2007
didnt manage to post ytd coz i was in the hospital till quite late...got a msg from my mum during tuition that dad was in the hospital...in A & E. dun really noe wat A&E actually stands for but i knew it was really bad coz A&E usually had to do with emergencies...knowing full well wat my dad's health prob was, i was really damn worried for him...he had heart problems and stuff lyk tat are usually serious...the heart...the only thing tat keeps a person alive...at the tuition place i was hoping that tuition would end rite now and there...constantly praying to God while i did my math question...i didnt want him to leave this world...not yet at least...not before my prelims...not before my Os...not before i go NS...not before i'm married...NOT BEFORE ITS TIME!!=S after tuition went to the hospital to see him...though his condition was stable, he looked so weak...he couldn't even speak out loud...and at that point my eyes were hot...i jux couldn't accept the fact tat maybe it was gonna be the last time i'd see my dad...trying to hold back my tears, i jux sat there silently...stoning...
thanks so much all of ur comforting words and also for praying for him! =)
today's suppose to be my church's family day. but sadly my dad cant go...it was going to be a fun day out as a family...i guess it wouldn't be the same with my dad not being able to go...not being able to see my play soccer...hmm...can't remember him ever seeing my play soccer...haix...hope he gets better!
express yourself {Saturday, July 28, 2007}
