Friday, April 20, 2007
today was the shittiest day of the week.life really is lyk a rollercoaster.ups and downs...even sometimes lefts and rights.u nvr noe wats gonna happen next.one time things go well for u...the next the world seems lyk its jux collapsing over you.right now im going downhill....still going...going....dunno when this will end...huh..who noes...it may not even end.all those happiness and hope gathered going up the rollercoaster track now seemed lyk a dream...jux a chasing after the wind.and this hope that i had...it jux fades away.
Lord, I come before You knowing that You are the One True God.
even when the earth fades, I know You are still there.
thank You for Your unfailing love
that You've shown me during this tough period,
a strong and mighty tower to lean on.
indeed You are mighty to save
and i jux commit everything into Your hands
my heart and my soul, i give You control
consume me from the inside out. Ameni wish i could jux forget everything...everything since the start of this year...all traces of it jux vanishing...i wish..i wish
express yourself {Friday, April 20, 2007}
